Change of Pace

I think I'm going to start treating this blog like a daily journal. I used to be able to e-mail my friend Von with issues of my day, but she starts a new job today, and personal e-mails will have to hold off for a bit. I think my blog will have to temporarily replace her, or maybe I'll just start e-mailing Kristin every day.

I had a dream last night with my grandmother in it. She died a few weeks ago. In my dream, she wasn't happy with some decision I had made. For the life of me, I can't remember what decision it was. Maybe something will trigger my memory during the day. I really want to know.

I was supposed to wake up at 4:30 am and go swimming this morning. I couldn't do it. I even went to bed early. I'm just not a morning person. I need to come to terms with that and stop fighting it. Unfortunately, since I have to bartend tonight, I will not have a chance to go swimming until tomorrow night. That sucks. I plan to swim in the lake for the first time on Saturday morning and I had wanted to get at least two swimming sessions in this week at the gym. Oh well. If I drown on Saturday, you'll all know why.

Since I've finally broken up (for reals) with the on again/off again boyfriend, I've been feeling spectacularly awesome. He's still caling me though. He called yesterday to see if I wanted to go see Teenage Bottlerocket with him this Saturday. I said no. If he calls again, him and I will need to have a chat about me not wanting to be his friend. Problem is, he almost always calls when I'm at work, and I really don't want to have that conversation with all my co-workers listening in. Ugh.

Songs I am obsessed with today: Kings of Leon - Molly's Chambers & Kelly Clarkson - Never Again (I'm sorry for this one. I really am)